Never ..Ever..say it again.
I have posted few topics on the pages before about Rrelation ship..and ways to keep them stronger. Before writing the content here….I want to ask the readers and random visitors to my blog.
Can you all give me one simple answer for this question..”Is it really necessary To tell the person you love,How much you Love…”Is it not possible to build a relation without the 3 letter phrase “
If you do so, it will be the biggest mistake of your relation ship. Lasting relationships don’t just happen by accident,You have to make it happen. Everybody is unique and has their place in this universe.Giving the best from your heart at this moment will keep you in best place the next moment.just the verbal expression of love wont strengthen your bond.The act of your love should touch the heart, Not the ears listening and the brain storing the time and date.The feel of confidence has built up, the trust should never be broken for any reason. Is this not enough to prove that your love can never fade and is worth milion start in the sky.
What makes people to take birth, when they have to die -living
I Still have no complaints..
Like everyone even i had made a best choice but done something in my past that can possibly be labeled as “regrettable.” But, to talk about it as a fact that i realized that a mistake or the wrong turn took the next very second i comitted . It also means i have learned a valuable lesson. NEVER EVER say a lie to your self and your beloved. Am very happy for my choices all the way of life i had. I have no regrets or complaints for any unpleasant circumstances that had ever happened to me, but just experiencing these things certainly help to build my character. Nothing can change the persons charcter but can strengthen it.I was a blank page when born, then started to write pages of life daily, tearing off the unwanted and erasing the wrongly written. I have a few Mistakes and yet a lot many decisions made for my self that have laid stepping stones for my evolving life. This your life that takes you ahead in your life. I agree for the guidence or the responsilities of elders will only help. This is very clear that, that can HELP. They cant be blamed, they have not seen the future, but they can only review the past and see present and predict the future. I am getting suggested on certain issues of life. But, wheni hate and have a deep rooted dislike about that, How can i live on. I can not just let it go the way i didnt expected.
Any thing that feels good for you, a like for your heart gives you a lot of happiness in life. Anything a Heart can believe and conceive,CAN BE ACHIEVED. Who know, where are you going to be tomorow. Who know, which direction are you goign to step in the next moment. The answer is, No one knew it. Its you who has control of. Do it, enjoy it. Never get down when things or circumastances look like going out of hand. You have all legitimate to make up your mind and come on to a stand.
All games are not alike, all failures are not the same,Every one’s life is not the same again. But the hapiness of success is the same. I share all my beautiful things and happiest moments to my friends. And I never look around for a shoulder to pull out the weight in heart.I never hurt others for my pleasures. I only know giving and forgiving. I never expect to get back for what i did. In recent past i knew how much did i supresed the thoughts of giving a nice slap and tit for tat to peopel who gave a unwanted disturbance in my life. I want to win one such phase of my life. I owe to give any thing for that..everything for that.
As i end every discussion with this line :
The past is gone, the future uncertain. Today is now and Live for today.
Around the world in 7 days
7 Days i have tasted the most popular foods and recipes of the world.This evening i went to pekings @ Richmond, a southern chinese kitchen.The fried rice is awesome, The egg drop soup is very tasty. it was a delight for my taste buds to enjoy the perfect combination of all the ingradients. Earlier to this i have visited my very own favourite Japanese Sushi and Hibachi. Though the japanese starters are little bad, the main course is simply superb. The spring Rolls of Chedar Thai are as smooth as jelly cups,just melting in. Chipotle a mexican style kitchen is the highest calorie and healthy food that i ever tasted. I filled my little stomach twice, at Times Square new york and Richmond. The traditional Italian sphegati with burritos was a different experience. Italian food in Hyderabad is little expensive.
How ever hight a bird may fly, we have to reach our nest. I didn’t miss my country food. The curry house run by Telugu, made me to recollect my ever-loving Hyderabad. last week-end when i visited New york had a power packed food from Punjab dhaba. I had a good company to share the taste, my friends Anil, Bhanu and Charan made the day. Shahi kitchen and Shahi kabab also serve Indian and Pakistani cuisines. All the week-long i had different food of places around the globe.
Its not When,Where and How..the question is WHY?
Why did i.
Why did i..
Why do i…
Why would i….
Why will i…..
because i have only one answer for all these.
I want to be or i could be
I want to live the way its going now and want to die the way it was decided. I Have no option to make a choice. The happenings around me are very simple and easy going with mixed feelings every moment. I got placed where I wished to be. My work and job are going pretty smooth. My heart is far away from me…but all my thoughts are around her. There looks no way to meet her and tell how badly I missed her. Time and fate are the best players of the game called life. Play any game with them; if you play chess with fate and time, they give you a check with out taking a move. Play football, they hit a straight shot to goal. The supporting stuff to make you win over them is your honest hard work and LUCK. I see her a lot many ways from here….this is going the way its designed. I never prayed to god or asked for a super natural power to make me meet such a girl, whom I never met before. All it happened because it was supposed to happen. Out of all the above, the time and destiny got her in front of me. I have my honest love for her…and it’s always the luck that makes me get what I wanted. When am I going to get my LUCK is the million dollar question for me..?
I never wanted to be a hurdle or burden to anyone. I never really share what ever is going with me. I am always a foreign language book to my people. I tell them that Praveen is an open book, but the deal is reading it. I hardly tell people about my pain and problems. I don’t want to make my will and wishes as a irritating and frustrating issue to my family. I have asked my parents to have my brother get married, instead of waiting for me. I know about me better than any one else in this world. I can’t co-op with an unwanted relations and responsibilities. My efforts will go whole heartedly for a loved work or a person more beyond. I do everything for anything I like and love. I have a strong gut feel that no god or person will listen to your prayers and come for your rescue. I have a contradictory statement to make here. There are another set of people who will be there for you always. FRIENDS.
I have no belief on the relations and relatives acquainted with some maternal and paternal bonds. I hold a lot many reasons to support my words. I only see them as immigrating birds, which make their stay on the green trees. They leave the place once its get dry or become arid. They never turn back to the place until it gets green again. Same is case with immigrated people with a bond of relation do. Staying away from them gives you lot peacefulness to mind and heart. There is nothing to consider them or their words. These people are behind me and my family again . Now the connecting words for them are Excuses and Sorry’s and Marrige proposals for me and my brother. I cant marry any one other than my Sandhya..Bhagi. My strength is my friends. My assets are my friends and their friendship. I have very few friends. Am unable to solve a problem, and has told that to my friends. The have been asking me fro a long time. I only give them a clue of puzzle, but never told them. People gave me different ways for one solution. Which one to go with…..I opted to go with what I believe in. Staying calm
People say that, if i stay speechless nothing will work out. They advcie me to go ahead and speak. They dont understand the words behind my silence.A silence has power of thousnad words. That is the reason i didn’t approached, i didn,t expressed. Even the Airtel Promo says : Barries break when people speak. Speak endless. My insticnt is stopping me to speak. The reason is that, there are huge bearriers that i have to break before i speak.
How can i count my chickens before..When i have no Hen.
I have a confession to make.
my basic principles in love
The Deepest feelings are always felt in silence. There is no true love without jealousy.A thing that is rare and precious for a person is always valued the most.Am still in silence, with a big heart filled with jealous. The day when i come out of the barriers and express to my loved one, the world will get to know about my precious twinkling diamond. I care for her freedom, i respect her opinion, i love her simplicity, i admire her beauty, i give importance to her interests. anything after her will and wish comes my like. I was made a lot many times to feel jealous, because of her.I never shown the feel in front of her or anyone, as i continued be in silence. In this silence i also do many things unseen to her eyes. the happiness i get in doing that is unlimited and endless. I just want to get lost my self doing these. The LOST LOVER..love everyday, never grow old & ever die. caring every moment and sharing the heart. How long do i need to keep up this silence…!! i want to break it soon.
an old post.
In continuation to my struggle of winning an women’s heart, i am still getting tumbled. i have no courage to express my like for her. i have no opportunity to take chance of telling my love to her. with these pulling down factors in my mind, i still keep a hope of win in this phase of my life. its funny…!! .When i share few of my concerns, difficulties i meet in this regard to my friends and near people, they advice me with some consoling words like….”true love never fails”..”honest heart can never get hurt..” ..”she too loves you equally,praveen..! “ “… No girl will come out to express her love first, its you who has to take the call…” and so on.
So,where do i stand now..? The answer is..” where i was at the beginning..” 
other than few people getting to know about things happening with me partially and unclearly.There are a set of heads, who knew all about my pain and problem encapsulated in my deep heart. I never show up my feelings so easily in peoples front. Anyway its the quality of friends who can diagnose you from the layers of skin. I am now 7 seas far from every one, and my special one too. My friends call me up, mail me asking..” how do i feel now, missing her..? ” I can understand their intention of asking, it is not that, i am gaining unbearable weight of unexpressed love..its the strength of increased love proportional to the incremented distance between our hearts..”
I say them, anything can happen in the mean time. the probability is very high that, circumstances can take her even more far from me. The day i come back home, the physical distance can get splashed away, but the influencing factors ( ….) can create a vacuum, where my words and feelings can not travel, can not have its existence and has no value.
Does, she know all these…? i have no clue for this. all i know(feel) is, she looks happy in my presence.certainly i have the same place like other people who she know. Praveen has no priority in her mind and heart. She is unbaised. The best thing i like in her. As per the psychology study- “our instincts will get to know things before we really start to think about them…” If this is true, then she knew where i placed her in my life..! I want to promise her of giving every happiness i can in this world. I pledge to her parents that, i will never make her feel their absence. I love her.!
What if i give a try..? Is it taking a test of luck. If she like me equally, her conditions may not make her to speak out. This may result in different way. The normal routines will become abnormal and unusual. Things that keep me happy and give the hope will no longer be alive. i don’t want to miss these things.i dont want to miss you…the words behind will can never be heard, my feelings can never be felt…and your place can not be given to some one else. she is precious,she is unique and down to earth for me…! As i care you and your opinions i keep my consensus deep in heart, infact supressed them a lot. What shall i do..now?
Travelling over the seas, Leaving the land of blossoms
Am travelling USA this weekend. Have a thousand smiles reason to celebrate the travel occasion. I will meeting my very special people of life.MY FRIENDS.There are millions worth concerns to worry about. I will be missing Hyderabad and …for a uncertain period of time.Anything can happen…or nothing may change here. But, its the deal of leaving behind the precious thing of my life….Of all the above A hope can keep you alive for a life time.If you feel that, you can not have a brighter side of life in near future..Go ahead and polish the darker side of it. The attitude of positive mindedness and patience are the instruments to live and love a life.Will see you all..agian.
Good Morning, in case if i dont see you again.GoodAfternoon…GoodEvning…and Good Night..
Got up, with a fantastic and lovely dream last night.
Played foot ball with Hero surya in rain….met so many people..gone on a trip with my most beloved partner of life.
saw 3 idiots again.
Day started with a thanks SMS from my friend ( i wished on her birthday). I then went to a deep depression and rolled ters tears for a long time. I was talking to Chaitu’s (Nani) father. I have many confessions to make.
Then slept for while and then woke up ater 11:00 am. I feel a myself very lonely…when i remember nani. Charan called me from US and wished for the festival that has gone a day before. Most of All ..my stupid and idiot friends are in abroad..Girish, Anil eswar, Bhanu, Chaitu, Sidhrath, Ravi, Jothi. The 3 idots movie says, Always Try Excell, not just struggle for success. Do Things that you love and is passionate about. Never giveup anything for sake of others. and lastly…always have a idiot like me beside you. Charan’s call has put me back to normal state. (Dude….See you soon…if fortune favors).
What good morning means to me…” GoodMorning..”
People greet each other every time they meet. When it is a first time meet of the day, they say.. “Good Morning”…This reminds me the dialouge from my fav movie…TRUMAN SHOW. Truman greets his neighbours…..GoodMorning…in case if i dont see you again..GOOD AFTERNOON…GOOD EVENING and GOOD NIGHT…..!!! a lovely movie.
People take birth….Live…Die… laugh…cry… strive…struggle….some will win ….some other give up…some other try again. People meet…Some say Hi….Some say Bye. Some forget things. All these things happen every day. When it comes to their future there are 3 set of people. Those who let it happen. …Nevermind things happening around. Dont have control over their present and futures. Those who make it happen…The trendsetters, Living life to the max and celebrating every moment of life and last set..those who just Wonder..What Happend. (Fools)
For all the above..Morning is a start for everymans life. A day starts with a fine earl;y morning.
Morning is a gods way of saying One More Time..GO..Live and Make adifference. Touch One’s Heart..Encourage One’s Mind, Inspire One’s Soul and Enjoy the day. make the place around filled with fun and happiness. So i say all my people a GOOD MORNING.
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